Awesome and amazing, my Doctors words. I lost 50 YEARS when my wife passed away. When I was young my idol was inventor Tom Edison. All my thoughts and energy followed his genius life and contacts with the were practically nonexistent. While in high school I acquired an electronics hobby which eventually became a very successful business venture. I recently retired as President of a coast to coast electronics company, which I started and also received 3 US Patents which satisfied my Edison worship. During this period I married my FIRST date which unfortunately was one of convenience and was void of any romance. Recently being widowed has my dormant youth being REBORN and seeking what was previously denied by the Edison devotion. This change is so great that a wondrous physical effect accompanies the mental desires of lost youth. I say to the young lady I seek perhaps you will make MY IMPOSSIBLE DREAM COME TRUE.