I do not know where to start!!! I was married I am a widower now and been that way for over 19 year and yes I have not had any sexual contact of any kind not even mine own hand , why causes I do not want it that way I want it with a live human being and one that is flesh and blood and for I can feel them and them me if that make sense? I am from a mixed marriage (father was white german and jewish , Mother , american and latino and cherkee indian so I am what I am but proud . Education is Master level and thinking about going for mine Ph.D and I hold a Cooking Degree and LPN license and Assoc Degree in Business and Personnel Counseling and more. I was married I loss both mine frau or wife and two via a auto bombing that was means for me(I uses to be MI for the German and american Army.(there is more but not enough space but I did put it on the Out Personal site with more photographs. What do I want I do not know I do know that I just turn forty and it time to be with someone and I want this but please I need that individauls to be open, direct, honest and fortcoming in the truth and want or desires me for me as I hope to do the same for all of the above!! Thank you who ever look at this and read it and well I do have a inbox but I know I can not put it here put if you are interested please sent me a flirt or wink or something I will reply to you soon. I am only a standard member now but maybe if you want to you can contact me. I do not know how but I do not know how this work? but in the list of the whole life there is a way and we can find it. Thank all and have a nice day SMILE vandolf9

My Ideal Person Well it is anyone that find me interested as I find them, it not mine money limit or how much they have and I hope it the same for them , education yes, caring person and loving too. Someone that is not racial or looking for one kind of person for GOD make us all different and sweet , kind , loving , honest, respectful and ? I do not know if all this make sense I am new for this and I have not look for someone in 19 year so I am also out of practice of this dating !!!!

I hope he a decent and caring and open, direct person just be all of the above and I hope he want to be treated the way he treat other with respect, kindness and more.

thank you

vandolf9